Sometimes, it just happen that no one wants to hear you. No one is in the pleasure to imagine what is the life missing one part of the life caring about others. I am not going to expect anything more than loneliness, but it's the fact to convert a person in pessimist. These kind of things are the ones which trape you and then they pull you over a lot of non sense things. I didn't want to be like that. However, this world is becoming so dark for some people to advance and slide the bad things.
Most of people start with some kind of depression they didn't want to realize they have. Others, just want to be as they are but in the against way.
I am not these kind of people, I was in sallow. Dreaming not to wake up again and again, but it passed away. I passed away that.
Sometimes, it just happen that you want to come back and spend the days as you did when you was happy, but you can never get it back. It happen, things happen. It's just the way you get into them what matters.
I wonder at some times how to deserve the life I want, How to continue advancing in the path I always want to be. I wonder how I have to break up the path we made to find us. It's nothing important, but what is important is the feeling we felt when we separate our ways of being, our way to walk, our life.
But what I wanted to criticize wasn't the fact of being frightened, was the fact of being freaking fearful. We cannot just feel the fear and go off the way. We just feel the fear and the risk but we don't change it to adrenaline. And it's the most important problem of the most of us, we just want to rush off because we are fearful. And the fear it's not a bad thing. Instead, it could make the magic we were wandering.
