Melancholia

and then i found myself thinking
when anything but everything is worse
than having the feeling of falling in parts

I only wanted what everyone wanted
but anyone can give me,
someone to trust,
who I care,
no cheaters and no stories
about someone else

someone who is not going to come with me
and tell me what to do
but then you appeared
when i didn't want to

and I'm scared,
yeah, I am
because i don't want to break nobody
while they don't care about me though
but It's what happens when you give everything in life
you don't ask for anything
just a smile and a piece of happiness.